Still the rain

It's raining an I am not dancing or smiling or enjoy the romantic togetherthinges with my boyfriend.

I never wanted to work more than I do now. I can wine till everybody hates me or I can do something about

it. The problem is I already do. But it's christmas and almost the end of the year, so people are busy with

other things. So the plan is, get really dronk on new years eve and start 2013 in a complete coma and when I wake up

I know I never want to feel this way ever again. On the 2th of Januari I start with my whatever, we shall see!