Staying for a few days at my old home and realize it's not my home anymore. The feeling changed, the people look different, my old room is cold and empty.

Yesterday was the first day that I went for a walk in Antwerpen. Looking for a job obviously, get lost off course, apparently my internet didn't work, so I had no idea where I was.

But the nice thing of getting lost is that you find more interesting places. And so I did. I saw a beautiful, enchanting city with nicely dressed people, charming buildings and buildings who weren't

there anymore. A variation of old and ugly new. A walked for miles on my high heels and ladies Antwerpen is not a high heel friendly place (beware). I didn't find a job yet but when I do, I finally

can start with my photography, can't wait. But first I need the money to buy new films and where is the f#%ing calumet? Ok maybe I have to get a map for that kind of stuff.